But I’m single again. One stupid fight this morning and the argument escalated to the magic breakup words:
“So you wanna break up?”
“I’ll send your things now.”
I feel terrible now and don’t know how to make it better. He’s not answering his phone and facebook isn’t the place to ask “how’s it going?” I think I might have been to harsh but I’m missing him and being away for a week and a half is pure torture.
“We’ve been apart months before” he tells me
Yes, but I don’t know how I managed then! I felt ever so lonely until now and right now I feel like there’s no tomorrow. I’m no suicidy but I need to seriously think whether he’s that important to me to call him and beg for forgiveness or keep calm and carry on.